Иная любовь… и любовь ли это? Я представляла себе ее иначе.
Когда-то. До встречи с тобой. До того, как сама прописала эту адскую одержимость в каждой строчке, в каждом слове. И поняла, что для нас с тобой она иная. Точнее, для тебя, а у меня не было выбора, потому что иначе ты не умеешь. Вернул меня. Ты знал все изначально и ждал. Твой зверь ждал. Сейчас он мечется внутри тебя… голодный, злой, обезумевший от запаха вседозволенности, и хочет полосовать меня когтями, вспарывать плоть острыми клыками и пить из меня жизнь… за каждый день отсутствия - по глотку, за каждую минуту - агония ненависти, раздирающая обоих.
Но если бы у любви не было названия, я дала бы ей твое имя.
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